She is back again once again not able to slp at night.
After "saying" him for 1 day, tremendous changes can be seen.
- Forgetting the old and look forward to the new.
- Thanking god for wad have happened.
- Sad also pass one day, Happy also pass 1 day, Why not be happy and pass one day.
Why is she so stupid to think that he will still wait.
Why is she so dumb to believe every word he says.
Why is she holding on to something she cant forget.
Why is it everytime she made her decision to forget him,
he will juz popup and distract her once again?
She is juz so totally helpless.
ITS JUZ SO DUMB!
She is dumb and stupid.
Born wif no brains at all.
Too eaten into that piece of relationship.
Wells, its supposingly that god is telling her that it isnt worth it anymore to hold on.
Coz he really din change, and he really cannot tahan the real her.
WHY IS SHE STILL WAITING DUMB ASS!?

Its all raining today.
Many pains have came to her body.
Aches and veins pulling all over.

with some understandings from her friends,
she is trying hard to overcome her problems.
Hoping to step out to the world once again.
She wana work,
she wana do wad she likes.
But its all destroyed.
Coz of THIS.
She tried to blame everything to the others.
But in fact its herself to blame.
All this happened coz she realised everything too late.
told you, she's dumb.