Influence is such a big effect. I jus dn understand why mus he listen to everything that she says. Yea, i scolded her, i shouted at her. SO? wads the BIG deal? She dn even respect, why mus the YOUNGER GENERATION respect her? And you actually wan ME to apologise to her?! Im not a 3 yr old kid can. Im 19. And i think my brains work btr den you. And obviously FAR FAR btr den HER. At least, i noe wads right and wads wrong. I dn understand why you can forgo FAMILY for THAT KINDA WOMAN. I dn understand why i cant have a freedom of speech. Till nw, i dn think i have created a big scene. Stop pushing the blame on me. And you btr noe wad to do the next time i create a scene thr.

Im having headaches recently and i wonder why. Is it the weather?! Ohmy, i wana watch transformers!

当我看见一手栽陪的种子开花,心中的快乐无法行容.

Jordan's 1st mth (:

Was fun and relaxing. 2 babies; Jordan and Isabelle. Isabelle slept all the way. I din manage to see her eyes today. And papa is so so over the moon can; he carried both his grandchildren and smiled to the camera (both grandchildren had their eyes closed).
Jie was saying "Isabelle will be back at my hse on monday onwards! Rmb to come visit. My door open BIG BIG. Best is come everyday! Den you can take care of her for me! *evil grins*
Jing dropped the cake while he happily tried to smuggle it to the swing. Whn he thinks no one noes, everyone went "JING ARH!!!"
Wells, thats all for today.

Good luck baby!

We always seem to find the time
To grumble and complain,
To think of all our troubles,
Our sorrows and our pain.

Yet if we would but stop and think,
I'm sure we would be glad
If we counted all the troubles
That we never had.
The loved ones we still have with us;
Our house that didn't burn;
Still able to hop and run, swing and dance;

When we're counting
all our blessings,
Let's think today of all the stuffs
We are not asked to face.

Nua; Nua-ing; Nua-ED

Feeling super sian-ed nw days, too lazy to move, nt wanting to go out at all.
My room is like some auto oven which heats up in the morning and the temperature remains high all the way. Whn it rains, the heat is worst. Im currently using 2 fans, and it totally din work at all.
All these heat is drving me crazy.
Buy me an aircon mum ):

Ohya, its Fathers day ytd. Went Sakura with family. All i knew, i ate lots of durian paste thr!

Pls kindly visit http://www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/index.htm to vote for extended holidays due to the spreading of H1N1 in singapore now! Whooohoooo!

Went over Sebas's hse to supervise him to do his tutorials. Despite my supervision, he still fell aslp!

Met up part of falcon ppl.

Sharon, Cheryl, YuZhen, Jasonfat, MingJun.

Had fun talking abt np stuffs all over again and hearing so many things have happened over the years. And Mingjun trying to say that we have no life cos frm the starting till we went home everything we talked abt is np. Wells, thats our common topic, no matter wad we gt tgt cos we wanted to be CIs, survived through CIBTC, and eventually serving in our own units. Though its a small group today, i really had fun. I have really neglected you guys in the past and im really totally regretful abt it. If time could go back, I would have turned up for every gatherings. I hope its not too late nw, to pick things up once again and to get back to you guys. It was once my passion, and it will always be. Thanks!

For 2 years, i lived in regrets.

For the years after that 2 years, i lived so that i wouldnt have regrets.

Wha la! Im a great kid today, stayed at home the whole day.

Dance Subaru-ed with cous;

Its super nice!;

Saw baby;

Walked ard cine;

Saw alot of stitches;

Thought of sihui;

Went taka;

Came home rich;

Cos things are too exp in taka =\

*im so lazy to type out in wordy sentences! =\

Im supposed to do my projs, bt i ended up packing my eeyore collection =\

For Beh's information;
I think its this expression, i cant find a matching one on net :D

Its a long time since i rant ;

Whn he stays at home and plays com all day you scolded him for wasting time and electricity, you are worried that he will have no friends to go out with, ur afraid he gt some sickness thats why he has no friends to go out with. Nw he have grown up and grown sick of playing com, he is starting to go out. And you scolded him for going out. Sometimes, i no longer noe wad you wan. Im alr trying my best to be a daughter that you wished and hope for, trying to give you the family you always wanted, bt really, no one is perfect. Trying to calm things dwn, i was scolded. Wads the feeling if you stepped into the house in a bad mood and get scolded agn? I know you had a tough time at wrk, i know ur unhappy at wrk, bt i din know, letting out anger by scolding us is useful. No matter wad, i still hope everything goes well; I We still love you mum.

Hols started, i still have lots of things to do.
1. PFA ; Journal, i think i have like 30+ drawings to catch up before the term start?!
2. PFA ; NUS exhibit sketches
3. PFA ; Lamp sketches.

*I wana gym.

Day out with Beh.

Crapped, had fun. Actually, we're nt shopping, we're interacting instead. Its such a long time since we had such a talk. Do wads best for you girl!

P.S This girl taking pics with me is obessed with HOT PINK.

Day out with clique, though it doesnt go as planned, bt at i had fun (: Went sun tanning at bball court behind jwss while the guys played. Went to catch a movie, played mahjiong, slacked, go crazy and dine at yanting's hse. Time pass so fast with you guys. You guys are people who makes my world go round.

I made a wrong turn in life.

It costed me everything.

You came, you bring me everything i have lost.

I nv did expect much, bt you gave it all.

I nv spoke, bt you noe it all.

Yea, thats you,

thats hw you are,

thats hw special you are.

Its a freaking hot day today, and in addition im actually having my maths paper in the sports hall without aircon. How can i concentrate?! Paper starts at 1.30pm, whn you enter the hall, you have that warm feeling alr. Whn im seated, I see ppl rolling up sleeves, trying to make themselves cooler. 2pm; Im sweating like i have ran the fields 10 rounds. 2.15pm; paper done. I freaking wana get out of the hall. Due to too much ppl raising their hands, the lecturers announced that only at 2.30pm we're allowed to leave the hall. 2.30pm; students raising their hand like crazy passing up their paper, took their bag and get out of the freaking stuffy hall. 2.31pm; OUT OF THE HALL. Stupid, who puts exams in a sports hall man, its like making students fail.

Went home as baby havent gt dismissed frm camp. Slacked and went to vivo to meet up with weiling, pam and libin. Its super cool luh, its like soooo long since i've seen them, and suprisingly, we still have things to talk. And we talked abt everything! Its like starhub unite, we saw XXXXX thr too with XXXXX! =\ So lovey luhs. HAHAHAHA.

* Im happy, im contented.
Baby, 8am here i come.

Papers was fine;
Maths is coming tmr *cross fingers and toes*;
I noe sometimes things wun turn out to be what you have planned, jus take it and carryon;
JIA YOU CHEN SEBAS!

Its jus day 1, and im alr missing you so much.

Wish me luck for exams tmr =\

*cross fingers*

Went checkup ytd and gt like an xray film, comparing to the first xray taken, its totally different. Doc says my bones are interesting, and those metal babies inside my hips are gona be with me forever. And he assured me, those metal babies wun go "beep" whn i go through the scans in airport!

Went to collect zoo tics frm mamima and visited isabelle as well. Omgs, look hw fast she's growing! Her eyes is superly BIG.

After i took this, i laughed my head off =\

HL; I'll be thr (:
Im gd so far, exams ard the corner. Im so happy you still update urself abt me. Thanks (:

*TSK* - Today isnt good.
I badly need a hug ):

P.S ; Welcome to earth Jordon.