SCREW U WOMAN. FK U!

Headed to Novena today for orientation. Couldnt enter the condo as the security guards wouldnt let me in due to IMPROPER attire. (im not wearing uniform) -- stupid reason.
Waited till 2pm after the management lets us in. Worth the wait, the place is beautiful and peaceful. After which i walked back to United Square. Looked at my watch, sian-ed half, decided to stroll ard the shopping center. Memories. Baby i miss u.

Texted ling and dropby her wrk place at Tiong. Lunched and went strolling ard Tiong plaza as her place is starting to flood and that i feel like an thr. Baby i miss u x2.

Another 2 mre hours before i meet Huishan, decided not to go home and get out again (save transport fees). Trained back to JP, strolled ard again. Headed to lib to borrow some bks. Read this bk "Swimming lessons" ; cool bk. Baby i miss u x3.

Met Huishan and acc buy her cap. Sry that i din hav that mood to look ard with u, wasnt in a gd mood today. Bt u look cute in the pink cap though! (:

Home-ed.

A call makes things worst. Lets not talk abt it ;

Anw, Happy Bdae Metal babies ; ur a year older nw.

* Baby, i hope ur day is not as bad as mine. May ur unhappiness befall on me, so that u will stay happy, in this case ur happiness will drive all my unhappiness away. I miss u x4.

Its monday again.

Arrival of Saturday, ton-ed at baby's, woken up by his snores.
Gt abit tipsy, brains gone hay-wire spoke nonsense and laughed non stop.
Thks baby, acc-ing me 1 full day.
You noe, i realised, we are not as close anymre. We no longer belong. I hope im thinking too much. Bt it seems, ur slowly walking out of my life; not even saying "good bye". Even if time lets us catch up, i dont think i will ever catch up with u anymre. Either im too slow, or ur too fast. Bt no matter wad, ur always thr, my best fren.

1 day!
1 mre day to Friday; which means im getting to see baby tmr!

The medicine im taking makes me wana killl

Blame it on the daily girl prob, im having really bad mood swings.

Poor mum hav to take my rants everyday.

I'll feel btr soon, I hope.

Busy weekend with baby, peak of all my days in this hols.
And nw, im back to normal; bored-ness.

Went for another lung fuction test in Glen, yea this time it confirms my lungs are nt up to standard, it might heal, it might not heal, it might worsen as time goes by. Nw im wondering, hw my future will be; will the pain be too unbareable? Im back on medication, this time like a asmathic patient. I'll be on inhalers, and singulairs to build my lungs back. The cost of those medicines are like FK. NUH lied, my lungs are not normal anymore.

Of all this things thats happening ard me, i think im not the one who suffers the most; Pain, is nothing anymore. Mum, Dad, Sebas, and ppl ard me are suffering the most. Taking care of me a life time, spending all their savings jus to see me away frm pain.

I wonder wads everyone busy with nwdays, y am i so free?

*Imy baby.

The higher hopes u hold, the harder u fall;

Rain Rain go away;

my metal babies are shivering, Badly!

Im really not feeling the good.

Day home.

Let pictures do the talking.

Went mum's office last week and played with the stray dogs there. There's this dog which is damn tame, bt is filled with oil stains. Hw i wish i could bring her home.

This holiday feels freaking long ):

Had a lung checkup at Gleneagles today.

$53.50 for 8 blows into a weird machine and a report that says

"ur lungs are functioning below average"

Head to the clinic to consult the doc, and he says that the impact on my lungs is quite serious, recomend to exercise more. No not more, is push urself over ur own limit ):

Went to jp after that with mum to shop ard, brought isabelle a anklet, shopped at ntuc for isabelle's cereal. Im so tempted to shop, bt im so indeceive. Bought dine for bro and headed home. Time to watch eyes with dettol.

Ohh, during the trip of sending Isabelle to aunt's hse, a random ahma on the train plays with isabelle and kept convincing herself that im the mother. she even said

"ur daughter's eyes looks so simillar to you!"

-.-

Do i look that old?!

Aijisen-ed with cousins. Walked ard jp a little, caught "G-Force" with jie while sihui went appt with the dentist. Cool movie, cute one too, though its abit of no link =\

Bought a bag for bro for his bdae pressie, bt i guess he doesnt like it. He jus simply toss it aside. Wells, learnt a lesson though;

I dn really noe my brother, 失败。

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I noe its tough time, u will get it through. Yes u will.

Nope, no pics for today cos we din take any.

Went to visit Mardiyah in Nuh. Get well soon alrights.

After which went to paris ris to baby's aikido chalet.

1 word to describle;
FUN

The place was so superly big, u speak with echos. SCAREY!
1st night was super scarey, with only 7 ppl including me staying overnight. They watched Grudge3! Makes the environment even more scarey. Baby was screaming "OMG OMG... OMG!!!" everytime smth appears. Haaas. Everyone there was entertained by him instead of the show. I kena chua tio by him countless times =\ Squeezed in the same room, cos everyone was so freaking scared.

Day 2's breakfast was made by Kris and Jasmine, first time in chalet i had such a spread of breakfast! Thank You! More and more ppl arrived. The place was superly flooded. They had trainning at the seaside on the grass patch. COOL! Made me wana learn aikido too. Running everywhr with Josh,WHOA he super energetic man. run non-stop. Sebas and imran (hope i din spell wrongly) was like playing the playgrd at paris ris park. OMT~ u should have seen them. SUPER funny.Played cards after that, dn ever play cards with Sebas and Imran cos they are super pro at cheating. Had dine there, played "heart-attack" with the kids there. Super cute. U should have seen hw they played. Home-ed at Sebas's.

Quote of the day;

"Pants drop is btr den pants that cannot drop..!"

Went shopping with sebas today. He finally finished all his papers (:

He spends his money like water. Grabbed, like, and PAY~

Super generous =\

Hw i wish i could do that too.

Wells, ytd i went shopping with huishan to look for her bag.

I had great fun (: