22 more days to 5th feb!!!

6.58pm

Darling came over to my hse again (:
Thank you for being there okies.
Firdaus and sabri came out out frm no where as well.
Thanks for caring! (:

But when everyone went home, its all me again.
I kind of jokingly asked her whether i could go out for a walk.
And earn that damn 25 bucks for fun & laughter.
She took it for real.
Says its for my own gd.
Blames everything to herself.
Made me so hell guilty now.

She blamed herself for working and not looking after me.
She blamed herself for not taking extra care thts why accident happen.
She says that she have to convince my dad to let me out instead of convincing me not to go out.
Im not blaming her.
I just want something to myself.
She cannot expect me to be with her 24 hours.
She is planning to go to skoo wif me.
Which parent fetches her child through and fro frm polytechnic?
Im just feeling myself more and more into jail.
She says once the doc says that im able to walk on myself,
she will let me go.
its just not totally frm her heart.
She's just lying to herself.
She filled me wif guilt.
Understand where i stand pls?

-- Those who try to do something and fail are infinitely better than those who try to do nothing and succeed --

5.21am

只要有你在的地方, 我什么都不怕。

If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me.
; CHEN XIAOXIN

4.33pm

Woke up at 9+am today.
Was in funny position ytd night.
Left leg aching due to too much walking, right leg in pain due to 2 blisters.
Biggest wound pulling and god noes why.
must go for checkup soon.
Try "geng" more so compensation will be more.
*evil laughters*
I tot it would rain but it din.
I guess my weather forecast is going abit haywired.

Changed my blogskin again.
I guess i still like a black bg den having a bright white bg.
Wees, another few more weeks and its cny.
Can you feel my excitment?!

Cheers ; Daddie & darling

3.48pm

Finally something out of ordinary;

Woke up damn early today despite the time i slp ytd night.

i slept at 6am ytd, woke up at 8+am this morning.

WALKED to central (blk 9xx) to have breakfast.

Chatted wif mum abt him and we clearly guessed that he got some mental problems.

Wells, got a big blister on my toe coz i din walk for too long.

Bought plaster and went to the holy temple.

Did wad we are supposed to do there and went shopping around the lok kok place.

Pasar malam there, bought a chao fake nike bag, bro got some new year clothes there.

Found a shady place before i faint and prepared to set off for home.

As its still damn early, called daddie to ask him if he wans his hair to be dyed today.

wells, accompanied him to dye his hair RED.

Its nice ok. I LOVE IT!

Upcoming colour on chen xiaoxin's head : RED.

Forced him to take a pic wif me and he tried to look away T.T

look how evil is he ):

4.45am

http://shandysim.blogspot.com/

I found this link frm no where,
It shows the life of this girl who suffers frm cancer.
She cant do normal stuffs just like me.
But all i can say is, she can do it, why not me.
Im the strongest willed life person here.
but someone out there is stronger.
although she might not be wif us anymore,
I guess we must really cherish life.

Shandy, i cried for you;
coz i understand ur pain.

Shandy died on 26 December ;

Px was born on 26 December.

3.07am

第一次是偶然, 第二次是必然, 第三次是命中注定。

Wee koped it frm "fated to love you"
Today i went hopping all around to find nice shows to watch, however i still think old shows are nicer. Hehe (:

Finally waited till my darling came back frm work.
she chatted wif me and suddenly wana wake sebas frm his beauty slp.
Aww~ im so sry wors!
When i tried to cheer darling up wif my UGLY pics, this is wad she did to me.











Spammed me in msn while showing me her "FAST" typing hands, although it looked totally blur here lurhs :x

And finally when all the radiation went into my brains, causing me to have headaches, i have to stop the toking.
Thank you darling for nudge-ing me and spamming my msn today BLEAH (:

P.S i have evil plans, should i carry them out? Will it hurt anyone else besides myself?