Went cine wif darling, finding pressie for her fren, meimei. Ate at Char chan ting, the songs -.-" they are so kns, making wana slp can. Shopped around cine and found nothing for vals day.
Things we bought today :
1) Meimei de big minnnie mouse stuff toy
2) Pooh pillow for hua
3) Eeyore pillow for px
4) Pris's bdae pressie
5) Coffee bear keychain
6) Gift.
Wells, things doesnt seem fine today.
When things start to happen not the way they are, den let them be. Coz you cant really do much. Let nature takes it course. If she says that frens are worthless, den let it be. Coz she wun listen to you. Coz if she does listen, she wun be liddis. And if she did listen, 你就不会这样痛苦了。
No matter how hard you think, she wun change for the better le. She wun give up the things she wan for you. And you knew it. If she wans to do things this way, den let it be. She hates ppl to give comments. Sometimes i dun even noe wad she is thinking..
I cant be there for her. Coz everytime all she does is to push away my helping hands again and again. No matter how hard i tried, she always has an excuse to cover for herself. And slowly, i became immune to wad she says. But you are different. You treasured her so much that you put her before yourself.
Let bygones be bygones. Wad i can do now is stand firm on my side so that you have a support when you fall. Do come back if you get hurt. I dun mind you coming back after being hurt. Let frens heal ur wounds.
Darling, do smile again. I'll be there no matter wad. Stop thinking of the stuffs in the future if you think that there might not be a future. Stop feeling lonely coz you are not alone; you have ME.
我好想你. It just seem funny. I just saw eu ytd, but the edge to see you again is so strong. So funny right? I guess im addicted to you (:
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Thursday, February 5, 2009
I should be the happiest woman in the world.
I got a gd boyfriend.
I got a best fren.
I got supporting family members.
Results i got today is excellent.
Everything that a woman lives in this world for.
What more do you expect pengxin?
Being selfish is the only way to stay alive.
You cant probably keep everyone happy.
Just stay the way you are.
Be urself.
What ever you see, turn away.
For they are nottings.
Just like wad sebas told you.
Ignore.
Things should look simple.
Coz, its really simple.
Stop being dumb pengxin.
Do the way you wan things to happen.
Keep that smile (:
We'll still have a long way to go ; sebas.
I got a gd boyfriend.
I got a best fren.
I got supporting family members.
Results i got today is excellent.
Everything that a woman lives in this world for.
What more do you expect pengxin?
You cant probably keep everyone happy.
Just stay the way you are.
Be urself.
What ever you see, turn away.
For they are nottings.
Just like wad sebas told you.
Ignore.
Things should look simple.
Coz, its really simple.
Stop being dumb pengxin.
Do the way you wan things to happen.
Keep that smile (:
We'll still have a long way to go ; sebas.
Im sry things have to happen this way tonight. I guess i made you emo-ed too. Rest well okies? I noe wadever you do is for the best for me. I have doubts in everything, except 1, "i love you". This i can assure.
Came by a story in magazine. Totally caught my attention.
At abt 1pm on the day Carolyn was stuck by lightning, Willam Ng felt a tingling sensation on his right shoulder - the spot whr Carloyn was hit.
"i was at work when i suddenly felt a muscle pull on my right shoulder, followed by pins & needles which lasted for about a minute," recalls Willam Ng.
Shortly after, Willam recieved s call frm the sea sports club in changi that Carolyn have been involved in an accident.
"As i rushed to CGH, i kept hoping that this wld all turn out to be a prank," says Willam. "And if it wasnt a joke, i prayed that Carolyn's injury wld be very minor".
Carolyn's injury, Willam found out ltr, was afar frm minor. The avid windsurfer was given CPR twice after being hauled out frm waters. By then, Carolyn have alr slipped into a coma, regaining consciousness only 2 weeks ltr. Carolyn have lost the ability to walk independently & wifout supervision. She had to depend on wheelchair to move ard. Her right eye was 'skewed' and had double vision. Her speech was slurred. She is no longer able to write as she had lost all fine motor skills in her right hand. Carolyn no longer could do water sports, rollerblade, play piano or even sing. All the accomplishments she used to have in her life suddenly seemed to have been nullified, wiped out, deleted..
The pair met through a mutural fren but got tgt after a year - just mths before Willam left for posting in Brunei.They kept in touch by phone every night and 12 mths ltr, Willam returned to SG for gd, looking forward to spending mre time wif Carolyn. But less than 2 weeks ltr after their reunion, tradegy stucks.
" i never once tot of leaving her. Not even when Carolyn constantly pushing me away, calling me stupid for not finding another gf. Its just not me to leave my loved ones whn they nid me the most" says Willam, who moved in wif Carolyn to care for her once she was discharged.
"For me, the most difficult part was dealing wif Carolyn's emotions. It was like roller coaster ride cos i din noe just whn she will be depressed. She could be laughing wif me this min, and the next, she wld be bursting out into tears."
Things stabilized aft Willam's proposal, helping to seal their r/s.
"All along i was set on marrying Carolyn even while she was in hospital. I wanted to take care of her as her husband - not just her bf. Nothing has changed aft our marriage. Its just to legalise our r/s. I still treat Carolyn like my gf, buy her stuffs and gifts regularly coz sometimes, when you treat ur loved one as ur spouse, you tend to take ea other for granted. And i nv want it to happen"
At abt 1pm on the day Carolyn was stuck by lightning, Willam Ng felt a tingling sensation on his right shoulder - the spot whr Carloyn was hit.
"i was at work when i suddenly felt a muscle pull on my right shoulder, followed by pins & needles which lasted for about a minute," recalls Willam Ng.
Shortly after, Willam recieved s call frm the sea sports club in changi that Carolyn have been involved in an accident.
"As i rushed to CGH, i kept hoping that this wld all turn out to be a prank," says Willam. "And if it wasnt a joke, i prayed that Carolyn's injury wld be very minor".
Carolyn's injury, Willam found out ltr, was afar frm minor. The avid windsurfer was given CPR twice after being hauled out frm waters. By then, Carolyn have alr slipped into a coma, regaining consciousness only 2 weeks ltr. Carolyn have lost the ability to walk independently & wifout supervision. She had to depend on wheelchair to move ard. Her right eye was 'skewed' and had double vision. Her speech was slurred. She is no longer able to write as she had lost all fine motor skills in her right hand. Carolyn no longer could do water sports, rollerblade, play piano or even sing. All the accomplishments she used to have in her life suddenly seemed to have been nullified, wiped out, deleted..
The pair met through a mutural fren but got tgt after a year - just mths before Willam left for posting in Brunei.They kept in touch by phone every night and 12 mths ltr, Willam returned to SG for gd, looking forward to spending mre time wif Carolyn. But less than 2 weeks ltr after their reunion, tradegy stucks.
" i never once tot of leaving her. Not even when Carolyn constantly pushing me away, calling me stupid for not finding another gf. Its just not me to leave my loved ones whn they nid me the most" says Willam, who moved in wif Carolyn to care for her once she was discharged.
"For me, the most difficult part was dealing wif Carolyn's emotions. It was like roller coaster ride cos i din noe just whn she will be depressed. She could be laughing wif me this min, and the next, she wld be bursting out into tears."
Things stabilized aft Willam's proposal, helping to seal their r/s.
"All along i was set on marrying Carolyn even while she was in hospital. I wanted to take care of her as her husband - not just her bf. Nothing has changed aft our marriage. Its just to legalise our r/s. I still treat Carolyn like my gf, buy her stuffs and gifts regularly coz sometimes, when you treat ur loved one as ur spouse, you tend to take ea other for granted. And i nv want it to happen"
To love is nothing
To be loved is something
To love and to be loved is everything.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Accompanied Sebas to library today.
I think we cam-whored more den we study (:
Sebas and his ugly signature :x
He and his "hardworking-ness"
Sweetie (:
Sweetie (:
SADDIST -- Defination: Smiling/ laughing at someone frowning (:
I love him (:
I love him (:
Borrowed books. Went subway. Share share, gan qing bu san sia~ Went printing pics, cut them up, den liminated them.
WISH ME LUCK MANS~
Monday, February 2, 2009
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