Went cine wif darling, finding pressie for her fren, meimei. Ate at Char chan ting, the songs -.-" they are so kns, making wana slp can. Shopped around cine and found nothing for vals day.
Things we bought today :
1) Meimei de big minnnie mouse stuff toy
2) Pooh pillow for hua
3) Eeyore pillow for px
4) Pris's bdae pressie
5) Coffee bear keychain
6) Gift.
Wells, things doesnt seem fine today.
When things start to happen not the way they are, den let them be. Coz you cant really do much. Let nature takes it course. If she says that frens are worthless, den let it be. Coz she wun listen to you. Coz if she does listen, she wun be liddis. And if she did listen, 你就不会这样痛苦了。
No matter how hard you think, she wun change for the better le. She wun give up the things she wan for you. And you knew it. If she wans to do things this way, den let it be. She hates ppl to give comments. Sometimes i dun even noe wad she is thinking..
I cant be there for her. Coz everytime all she does is to push away my helping hands again and again. No matter how hard i tried, she always has an excuse to cover for herself. And slowly, i became immune to wad she says. But you are different. You treasured her so much that you put her before yourself.
Let bygones be bygones. Wad i can do now is stand firm on my side so that you have a support when you fall. Do come back if you get hurt. I dun mind you coming back after being hurt. Let frens heal ur wounds.
Darling, do smile again. I'll be there no matter wad. Stop thinking of the stuffs in the future if you think that there might not be a future. Stop feeling lonely coz you are not alone; you have ME.
我好想你. It just seem funny. I just saw eu ytd, but the edge to see you again is so strong. So funny right? I guess im addicted to you (:

