我痛的, 他已经习惯了.

Haven been feeling very well today due to the weather.
Now im like the weather forecast, pain together with the weather.
So next time before it rains i shall noe.

After so many things happened den i realise how life is really bitter and brittle.
Its juz a bang and you are gone.
you may be here today and the other you are gone.
*poof*
disappeared in thin air~ gone wif your soul living only ur body..

im so happy that even i have lost abilities that i used to have, but i gained some friends that i have lost long time ago.
Now i have lost someone i loved, however i gained more friends.
i regret why is it that things have to happen before things are solved.
You noe i should juz forget everything and start again.
Now im regretting why the bus din bang me in the head.
Make me lose all my memories.
Make me feel better.
Make me make new friends again.
Make me really have a new life.
but now everything is too late.
i cried so hard yesterday night.

im living in saddness everyday.
i wana run and jump and hop around juz like all normal kids do.
But when can i?
i wana post pics into my blog, i wana be happy.
But can i?