Some over-dued pics that i jus koped frm sebas's fone. These were taken on his bdae itself, few hours before it ended (:

Planned to go sg flyer today, however as usual, it never ever turns out as planned =\ Though abit wasted, bt there's always another chance! Wells, get this few hours spent to the fullest too. I did my tutorials which Mr ong taught. Cool man, the more i do the more addicted i get =\ As guessed, baby is fast aslp behind me. "SNORE.... SNORE...." Den he flips and paste himself to the wall. Funny luh, he owns a queen-sized bed, bt he chose to slp all the way to the corner. Hahs, its more cozy there isit?! Completed ppt like finally and waiting for dad to come home. Feels nt right whn family members din come back on time. Nw i noe the feeling. *Drifts back to the past*

P.S Baby stop being lazy!
P.S Jie is gona be a mum! Happy advance mothers day!

Wasnt feeling well at all and it really took me ages to climb out of bed. Its like weights on ur head all the way to the legs. Totally, unmovable. Called up sebas and told him i wasnt able to go to school. He da bao-ed porridge for me, make sure i ate a few mouthfuls, den went to skoo. Hw sweet can he be?! Its his bdae and he still had to bring food to me =\

Went back to slp till ard 12, feeling alot btr. Rotted all the way till evening, had dine and head to jp to buy cake. Thanks to Andy, sebas gt a bakerzin cake (though he is entirely nt in eating, cos he is so hell full, bt still he gave me face and ate half of it!) Whats a bdae without a cake, candle and wishes! Went home and complete my ppt slides for tmr (:

Busy week it is.

*Fri : Had pot luck at Mr peh's hse on labour day, clique was cute (:
*Sat : Went jiu jiu's hse warming and see stupid faces thr, went andy's bbq after that. Super duper hot, bt still vry fun, wad makes the bbq fun, is those ppl who are bbq-ing (:
*Mon : Went bugis, bought sebas's pressie, head to his hse and shocked him; COOOL! i should have taken a picture of him (: Total cute-ness!

Happy Bdae to you, my baby,
Bdae wishes to you, i do send.
You look gd for your age, i could say,
But you look gd to me at any day.

When i look in the mirror, i sigh,
Cos i know the mirror doesnt lie.
You're aging like me, so you surely can see,
you're growing to be an old ah pek!

Bt still, may all ur wishes come true!

HAPPY 18TH BDAE BF!

School, Family, Friends, wads more?!

Stressed.

Make it past.

Went imm for PFA lesson today. Walked like 2 hours non stop, felt my legs breaking. Had total headaches as if my head having cramps. School is indeed stressing. Jia yous Chen Xiaoxin.

I dn understand. I really dn. I wasnt happy living in my own world. Dn assume im happy. No im nt, you dnn hw im outcasted in school. You din noe i have to spend breaks ALONE. You told me you will eat lunch with me whenever i need you. Whr are you whn i needed you.. I jus wana noe hw ur doing. I JUS WANA SHOW I STILL CARE. Bt wad i got? I GOT NTH. I caused mre misunderstandings. ITS ME ALRIGHT?! ME ME ME. Stop assuming. JUS STOP IT. You din noe hw much im suffering inside. YOU DNN HW MUCH PAIN YOU HAVE LEFT ME. All you noe, is my happiness without you. I think, your the one being happy WITHOUT me. Im nt angry, im nt fedup. Whn you told me you dnn wad happened, bt i was clear. You changed. You STOPPED understanding, you STOPPED giving in, you STOPPED communicating. You will never noe, NEVER EVER NOE.

Legs tired of all the walking ard school campus. Rained the whole day and i wore the wrong slippers. It jus made me rmb the days whr i and sebas changed slippers cos mine is too slippery =\ Woke up with bad dream, scared out of my wits. Many bad bad feelings came to me, tried to go home early after school today (: im a gd girl~ Headaches have been continuous, maybe its due to the weather. Humid and hot, plus rain and humid today. Totally sickening.

Maths lecture was boring and oh man, i totally dn understand what the heck he is trying to teach. I cant fail it again, i got no more chances left. This is stressing.

Time flies, its going 2mths ever since i have ever talked to you. Im wondering hw have you been, are problems arising for you, and whether you still rmbed me. I msged you and was totally worn out after that. I dnn wad were you thinking, you totally gt me wrong. Never did once i was angry with you. Never did once i nv took you as my fren. I really wan to noe wad have gotten over you, wad makes you so angry. All the years we have spend together, all i could do is keep as memories.
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As you said, nothing could be changed, den jus let it be. I shall nt step in otherwise thr will be mre misunderstandings, and it'll be me who will be held responsible again.