Had dining etiquitte today. Wearing formals is totally so not cool. And the food at alumni was half horrible. Wells, learnt alot and had fun too. Maths class is getting more and more horrible cos lesser and lesser students are turning up for class.

* Thanks baby.

Its hard to express "me" these days. I wonder whats wrong.

Cool day. Went Ntu with Ziyan so as to complete PFA project. Wells took lots of photos . Mine is ALOT alr, bt ziyan's one is even ALOT ALOT. Went macs to study with baby after that. Thanks thanks! ITS SO COOL TO BE WITH YOU! (:

Was a rainy day today, wasnt keened to go to school, bt still dragged all the way to school. Bt thats a gd thing too! Since going school gives you school stress, it keeps all other stresses away.

I nida take a break.

Mum's 3rd law case.

Stop all this mess man, nw MY parents are quarelling over this. FUCK YOU; freaking woman.

CUTE CUTE ISABELLE!

She smiles at me whn i tok to her, she look at me whn i tok to her! AND shes like me!!! Super active in the night! hahahas! I and jie jus cant stop taking pics of her.

Things are nt turning out fine. Theres so many so many things that is supposed to get "settled". Its STILL the hot topic, and everyone noes wad is happening. Nth can anger me mre den the reason cos im young, its nt my generation, I CANT SPEAK UP. I might be small, i might be of a wrong generation, bt im HIGHLY mre experienced den HER. I dnn wads running through her mind, i dnn wad she actually wans. She treats wedding like a game, and most importantly, she is giving high blood pressure to everyone of my loved ones. I once said, as long as someone is trying to create troubles and destroy the happiness of my family, they're gone. Bt the thing nw, i got SO much to say, bt i cant voice out a single word. Wells, wad can i do? I jus dn understand why ppl LOVE to stand infront and see things on the surface. Why nt they jus step back, look things frm afar, look things clearer, look things on a bigger surface. Like jie said to me before, we cant do anything. We youngsters, can only see them walking in circles, going back to the same problem. All i wished for, is jus for that woman to TAKE A LITTLE STEP BACK.

I shall nt waste my time on her, i shall nt waste my saliva on her, i shall nt waste killing my brain cells for her. Since she wana draw a line so clearly frm us, den too bad, you dn own a respect frm px.

*Take things simple, Living here is alr a bounus*

Went swimming with baby today. Swam like 6 laps and totally ran out of breath. Bathed, went to his hse and study. Cool! i finally understood wad the teacher is toking last friday (: Thanks, ur my motivation to study. You! Stop being LAZY~! Start moving!!!

Woman, pls grow up, to make px angry and shout at you inside ur own hse, ur gone. Grow to respect, dn ever take my family for granted. We're nt ppl you should mess ard with. Throwing responsiblity to jiu jiu, trying means and ways to INDIRECTLY chase ahma out of the hse. YOUR GD! i tell you, ur behaving like an imature CHILD. It seems, your life is wasted for like 40++ years?! OH YA, ur actually OLDER den mum. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY YEA! i think today is the worst day of ur life. Stop thinking things are so simple. ITS NT. RESPECT others before you wan others to respect you. LOOK AT URSELF IN THE MIRROR, LOOK AT WHR YOU STAND. I had a gd laugh today seeing you getting humilated in the public. The whole kopitiam was STARING at you.

I've always been there. Its jus that you din see. Or should i say, you choose nt to see. Im here, ALWAYS here. Bt it seems to me, ur living happier without me. Seeing you happy, im happy alr. Good luck in everything you do. If you nid me, i'll be thr. Always there.

WELCOME TO THE WORLD ; LIL BABY PRINCESSY ISABELLE!

You are born jus in time to let ur mummy celebrate her first Mothers day! Im quite excited to see you. Mamima says ur so lazy, even to suck milk. Only noe hw to slp and slp. And i heard ur eyes are BIG. You mus be hell pretty!

Totally have nt enough of slp today. Rained in the morning whn i gt prepared to go to skoo and it rainned entirely till i reached skoo. For some reasons, the security guard direct us to the underpass and yeap, i have to climb up and down the stairs. My poor legs. SOM lecture is horrible. I jus simply couldnt concentrate. Teacher squeezed 2 lectures into 1 lesson and thank god, im nt listening at all. Head was like squashed, air is like nt enough, and rm is freezing cold. Plus ppl in the class is super noisy, px tend to fall aslp even more. Hoping someone would be free during break time to acc me lunch. Thanks to beh and ys. Else i have to end up having lunch alone. Wad am i gona do whn you guys are off for attachment..

Went PFA class after that thanks to ziyan. Supposingly nth attracts me to going. Till she called and told me to better go. WHOA super serious la! So i went =\ Thanks thanks. I jus nid some motivation. Loneliness blocks me frm going class everytime..

Met jie at MOS and omt, she had a haircut, and its super duper short. Bt i feel it kinda suit her? Sihui says she look ugly. Super bad luh. Had lots fun with them. Like did LOTS and LOTS of unglam stuffs, dripped icecream all over, dropped my chicken and picked it up again =\ Bought mother's day pressie and went ard to search for ahma's pressie. Ate desserts at "ji de chi" agn and yea, sihui koped my durian paste agn~ Eating the pomelo everyone made faces and the staff there kept staring at us. Bought bakerzin ( Sihui kept pronouncing it wrongly - AND I KEPT LAUGHING AT HER) for mum and dad. Went home and saw that "place". Everything, 3/4 of my memories came back. And i was all alone.

Baby send me ur demo vid soon! imy.