To the one and only one

You're the thought that starts every morning,
the conclusion to each and every day.
You're in all that i do,
everything i say.

You're the smile on my face,
the twinkle of my eye.
The warmth in my heart,
the happiness of my life.

You're my silly, mature, caring,
thoughful, cute and honest guy.
The one who i holds me tightly,
when i need to cry.

You're all i wanted.
You're all i need.
You're all I've dreamt of.
You're my everything.

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To, My best fren

I look at you and my anger rages like an ocean,

A vast sea of wasted feelings, and precious time.

Hurt by the tings you say and do to me and the things you dont think i hear,

Or you dont think i'll find out.

They always find their way back to me.

And the gaps and oceans between us grow wider and vaster and deeper.

As words get in between us until neither of us know wad to say,

And nth is left to do bt turn ard, and look the other way.

Telling lies to let other one noe who's nt hurt the most,

When really all it does is ear me up inside.

My empty heart is scareming,

fighting against the currents.

Of love and hate, pulling away frm each other.

Like the moon and ocean, as we grow further apart.

I want to talk,

to try and work things out.

To repair the rift that keeps growing btw us.

Bt words get in the way, we gt angrier and mre frustrated.

Bt hw do i explain,

hw i feel and hw much i want.

To have so much memories,

hanging out together every recess time,

share our clothes and eat choclates whn we're sad.

Spend nights tonning over jus to talk abt everything under the stars.

Do all those things that used to be so impt,

bt are nw forbidden.

Cos one of us might get our guard down,

and say things that will make another angry.

Bt somehw as i sit here and type this,

nt cos i wanted to, bt cos i have to for you and for myself.

The rift seems to heal itself and the ocean doesnt seem quite so bottomless.

And im smiling again.

Cos i know ur going to read this,

and understand it and me, and the way i feel.

Cos you always have, and i know you always will.

Its a bond that reaches over oceans and repairs torn hearts.

Somthing that only a best fren can understand.

Stop wondering, its only you.

Spend my day at sebas's hse. Meaningful, funny, omt. Tell you, he is super cute! (:

Hope you had great fun forgetting me.

Its 3.11am in the morning and im still unable to fall aslp. Stupid brains jus dn wana shut down.
Im so jealous cos Sebas got to stayover at Andy's & currently watching the sprinting zombie show.
Sihui is long gone aslp.
Jie is oso snoring away with dreams filled with me.
Man, i wana slp too.

P.S ; Stop me frm thinking of you.

Everyday this few weeks is jus still so carefree, so unstressed, so meaningful. Though things that have been done is little, bt everyday jus seemed mre meaningful den few mths ago. Bygones should be bygones, those who try to rake up your past and hurt you arent those ppl who noe you. They are supposed to be forgotten. Basically, life this few weeks are simply filled with people like Siao kia; Sihui , Lazy-zhu; Sebas , Cuties; Huishan , Adorable; family members.

Went pool with sebas, went walk ard jurong point with sihui, went strolling at town jus to eat ajisen with sebas, cravings for you tiao and managed to eat it cos of sebas, Cravings for pillow fights and eventually threw pillow at sebas, went trainning with sebas and laughed my head off cos he was slammed so hard =\

Went to see sinseh and saw this cute little doggie who looks at me with watery eyes while i ate my food. I turned to him and said "no food for you (bleah)" ; And it barked at me =\
Im so nt going for acupucture. I noe it does me gd, bt a fobia is a fobia. Unless i can overcome it, im nt going for it.

Acc-ed sebas to trainning and saw the little boy grading. His hell cute can. Everyone was like laughing at his actions during the grade and sebas told me to snap a pic of him (: And oh, it was sebas's leg, i wana prove hw hairy it is =\

Wells, some over dued pics that time whn i and beh went je. We did not eat Bali Thai alrights!

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."
"A friend is one who walks in when others walk out" -Walter Winchell

I've gt to learn what things are meant to be, what things are meant not to be.

Had been fun and unstressed with huishan's, family's and of cos sebas's presence. Wells, all i can say is I FINALLY FELT LIKE I HAVE SPEND LIFE TO THE FULLEST!! Bugis-ed with laopo beh ytd and whoa! I spend money like water, its shiok can~ Arena-ed with baby and cool! Baby is a cuties joker~ Andy is super funny =x Today went je lib with baby and met up with laopo beh, daryl and yeesan. Laopo beh gt like 3rd postition lea! Nt bad nt bad =\ Whn are you treating me?!?! "muhahahas" Went strolling ard imm and ate pepper lunch. Cool~ Baby and laopo beh is like so so lame~ "1 black cat and 1 white cat is strolling along whn the white cat fell into a long kang, wad did the white cat say to the black cat?!?! (Ans: Meow) -.- Super duper lame!

Beh played the "dumbdumb game" with baby and omt, baby is 80% dumb!! =\

Went bakerzin and bought cakes and headed home. Went back to jp 1 hour ltr after i reached home. Met parents for dine. Pepper lunched again, treated them dine and dessert, man, this burning a hole in my pocket. Wells, they enjoyed today and i enjoyed being with them too (:

Bball-ed in arcade with bro and omt, he is quite gd~ He insisted in playing the tall tall bball and he dragged dad to play with him. Mum says dad plays bball well in his younger days~! whoa!! Cool evening with family. Baby, tmr is our time for bonding lols!! (: