我不说不等于我不在呼, 我不问不等于我不想。
到底我们的友情有多深?
对我来说, 你们永远都是鹏心的朋友。
我不会占有你, 因为我存今拥有你。

Whn things doesnt bother anymre, whn things stop communcating, its the end. I'll be thr, i'll keep it going, i'll try my best. I'll stay visible; jus for you. For nw, its time for me to retreat. I cant afford to stay unhappy till everything is alright. I still have a life to go on.

Im nt strong; the ones who are truly strong are those whom have picked me up when i fall.

With Sebas; Arena-ed . With Clique; Coffeebean-ed . With mum; Chat-ed . With Sebas; Mac-ed .

你们在哪里? 你知道鹏心有多想你们吗。。有些东西忘不了就是忘不了, 你明白吗。

Baby,
Rmb hw we started to be a couple.
Rmbed hw you first lunched with me alone.
Hw you send me home everytime whn i dun dare to be alone.
Hw you helped me overcome my fear of traffic lights.
The first time after accident i walked to ur house alone.
Went up to ur house the first time to have dine.
Looked at ur room and says "ur room is neater den my room, which den you replied, i packed it last night cos ur coming".
Went out for the first time and you kept asking me is my legs alright.
Slowly understanding ur lifestyle.
Hw my slippers broke and you piggy back me all the way home.
Ur red drop colour and becomes the same colour as mine.
The stuntness in ur face whn i brought you to 16th storey.
Our first valentines tgt.
No flowers, bt theres still love and joy.
All ur promises.
Ur hugs.
Our pong qiaos.
Whn i worked, you waited for me jus to fetch me home.
Whn you worked, i went to find you and acc you till you fnished work.
We watched sunrise tgt, though its totally destroyed.
We went to band concert and was mistaken as sihui's parents -.-
I got my first purple rose.
Massaged for you.
Helping you lazy zhu to upload pics.
You finding time out of ur packed timetable jus to meet me for a little while.
You bought breakfast for me every morning before i start work.
You waited till the lights went off for me at work.
You let me cry on ur shoulders.
You let me have ur hand as tissue whn i cried.
You let be part of ur life.
You let me take part in the things you have in life.
Showed me stars.
Carried me and turned my round and round till we're both dizzy.
Played on streets like small little kids.
Peeked at me during trainning.
Watched our first kong bu movie.
Hw i got to noe ur aikido frens.
Hw i got to noe ur clique.
Rmbed hw you appeared in my life.
Rmbed hw you changed me.

i love you.

Went cine with Sebas's aikido frens. They are cute people! Went to watch "coming soon". Man, scared the wits out of me. I guess sebas's arms have blue black tmr; i grabbed it everytime i jump =\ Went to take neoprints and we can actually squeeze 17 people inside 1 machine! OMT. Sebas wore my hoodie and zipped it all up. Man! He actually mistook me for jingyi! Tsk tsk. Meanie!

Clique Chalet.

Was fun, fun, FUN! Though time spend was short, you guys taught me so many so many things. The bond btw you guys, will never be broken. Trust and forgiveness are seen. As someone who jus join the clique, i dn feel outcasted. Thank you all so much! Anw, Pls dn eat char chan ting in white sand; the food sucks =\

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Saying out is hurting, bt at least nw i noe what were you thinking. And at least, i got the chance to explain to you agn. I dnn will have another chance, but no matter what happens, i'll hang on till the very end. Cos as i said, your nt my fren. Your my twin. And this is forever.

Thr's nth to do with coldness. Even if you act as if you dn care, ur heart will always be thr. Cos its you, this IS you; darling. I din explain much. You din tell me ur unhappiness. We got stuck and misunderstandings came to destroy. You think im taking you for granted, i thought you took me for granted. Things i do, might be small. Might nt be visible. Bt i guarantee, it does exist. I still need you.

请不要判我死刑。

You think; I thought; Who confirm?!

I knew it, i knew it all along. Things are happening not as what i was expected. Frens are people who are in your social circle. Sisters/ Buddies are people who will always share. May it be happiness, sorrows. I ALWAYS have regarded my sisters as my twins. I ALWAYS think of them first. It may not seemed to be. It'll never seem to be. Once a mistake is done, theres nth you cn do abt it. I tried. I seriously tried so hard. But it takes 2 hands to clap. I have 1 hand. Wheres yours? Whn i tried, you pushed me away and pointed all the faults. Whn i treated you as spare tires, you abondoned me. Whn i treated you like my precious gold, you wana put me in the black list. Whn i showed hw i need you, you pretend not to see. You thought i got others. NO ONE, and i mean NO ONE can replace the memories i have with you. I was not having excuses. It was not words that i say to protect myself. Things are happening. Your not the only one crying. Your not the only one in pain. Your not the only one pretending nth has happened. Your not the only one who cherished. I was there too. I was there all along. You din see me. Never. All you saw was my flaw; everything that i have done wrong.

Happy bdae Ah Ma (:

Went to have breakfast in the morning wif baby and he sent me all the way to work. Out of these 3 days of work he is always thr. Making sure that im having enough food and stuffs. Work is never ending, man tmr will be worst. Wish me all the best~ Pool session was fun! Was like bullying him like siao (: You should see baby play pool, so mi ren can. Thanks for making my day once again.

Went to family dine after that at old CDANS. Cool cool. Pls kindly add ChingHern, Er Ge and Fabia jie jie into all of the pics~ hahs.