I've decided to keep blogging again. See hw it goes again.

Moved.

Cos the codes in blogger is getting all messed up.

I'll come back, whn i feel like it.

"Its time to pack up and start running the marathon like nv before."

Tmr is E-learning week!

Its time to do start common test's engine running.

Pxin ran a full marathon today!
Vitagen is my stress relief nw lools!

i nag mre den doing wrk.
Alright, change of mind set, get to wrk and stop nagging.
Watever comes, jus take it.
If u cant, fk it off.

Yes, thats wad pxin should think.
Im still loving my life.

Sometimes, people who walked in and out of ur life are the people who
really stands ready for u at all times. People whom will pick u up right whn u
fall, pat ur back and say "nv give up."

Confessions.

Sometimes i really wonder hw long can i keep running along this race track. Im jus at the mist of hanging right at the end of the rope. Once i trip and fall, thats it. Say bye bye to graduation day.

The lessons that i tried so hard to understand, the tutorials i have to do. The projs i try to do my best, the upcoming quizzes i have to overcome. Every single second they appear in my mind, infront of my eyes. Whn i was slping, i was dreaming of numbers, numbers, numbers. Maths equations, thermo formulaes, ELtech circuits, new ideas for journal, report writting for BPM.

I seriously am afriad to fall. Cause if i did, thats it.

Enough of the routine already. Go on, have an adventure, - do what you always wanted deep within your heart. Do what brings you alive, and the universe will open doors where there were only walls.

After a week of books, notes, lecture, tutorials, horrible presentations, its finally a weekend!

Woke up super early, acc baby for trainning. Weapon trainning! Coooool! He went late "eye powered" to set mats, left directly after trainning cos he claimed he wana go "tian mi mi" Loools!
Lazy pig.

Headed back to jp, shopped.
Target: To shop for MY clothes.
Outcome: Shopped for BABY's clothes.

Nevertheless, im happy cos his happy (:

Simplicity is everything.

Loves.

Think things simple, only den everything u do will be simpler.


Because you live.

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
Its's the end of the world in my mind

Then, ur voice calls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
somewhr
I couldnt see that it was right here

Bt nw i noe wad i really noe
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself whn nobody else cn help
Because you live,
My world has twice as many stars in the sky.

Its alright, i survice, im alive again,
cos of you, i made it through every storm.

Im so glad i've found my angel.
Someone,
Whose there whn all my hopes fell.

Becos you live, theres a reason why.
I carryon whn i lose the fight.
I want to giv what you've given me always.


---- Sebas

A brand new hairstyle, a brand new mood;

Jus like wad baby said <3

Went power hse with sebas's aikido frens ytd to celebrate jingyi's bdae.

Happy bdae! (:

Place was like superly crowded and im so so so so so not used to it. I mistook some wine for ribena and drank it like water. Silly me =\

Wells i had fun! See u all soon yea (:

Updates;

17th oct;

Every mth of the 17th day is jus special.

Elsa's bdae.
Met up with them, realised hw long i havent seen them, missed them hell lots.

Headed over to yanting's hse for her bdae party. Sry that we're late =\
Happy bdae to you!
I had fun thr. Tons!

18th oct ;

Picnic with clique. My first time to marina barrage!
I had fun too. I totally forgot abt having sch the next day.

More pics are up on fb! Too much pretty pics, couldnt decide which one to place here =\

P.S ; thk u! I had a best weekend.

I always used to say;
im strongest! Cos i hav passed though the toughest part of life.
Then i realised, nope, im not that strong afterall.
Not at all strong.
我不干愿。

Mood swung, cos lawyer's letter came.


Went out with baby today (:

Its all abt u;

The road to recovery

Went back to sch today with mum cos shes afraid that i might faint half way. So sweet of her (: Bt its actually nice to show her hw poor thing engineering ppl frm NP hav to walk so far into sch for lessons everyday. Cos she kept saying" OMG! STILL GT SO MANY STAIRS UH"

Settled the overloading of IS, met up Richard, realised his quite a gd person actually =\
He said that alot of lecturers were monitoring me frm the back. Omg, din noe that im so famous in sch. Anw, i din overload cos it clashes with all the timetable in this sem. He kinda look horrified whn he saw my timetable, "WHOA! SO PACKED.." Went to clementi, returned uniform to larry.

Headed to baby's. Im feeling like a happy little girl (:

Had a 3 days 3 night "chalet" over at NUH.

Had Colon inflamation, whatever it is, it hurts like hell, hurts so much, im unable to stand. Its the large intestine swollen i think. Luckily it wasnt appendix, else it would be another operation.
Sometimes i wonder, im only 19 and all these things starts happening alr. What will become of me when im like 30?
A 19 yr old in a 30 yr old body condition, and whn i turn 30, it would be a 60 yr old body alr.
Future = CANT SEE DN DARE TO SEE.

Bt wells, im all well and running again (:

* Meetup soon baby!

Craving for u ; baby.

Went back to sch today to get photoshop frm michael. Chatted all the way till 5.30 while waiting for the FYP ppl to end. Cool luhh, they're soon graduating, leaving me there to suffer 1 mre year. Good luck though! In everything u guys do after graduation!

Saw Zihao while waiting for bus, acc-ed him to eat as his gona eat alone. Went to the bank, saw bangalahs poking the new deposit machine (fully touch screened) cos their fingers jus cant touch the correct option. Home-ed.

Wed ; baby's
Thurs ; wrk (nt confirmed)
Sat ; jie's to dig clothes
Sun ; lunch with beh & michael.


When things are placed infront of u, u grabbed it and hoped things will always be that way -- spoonfeeding.

Bt whn things are no longer that way, u claimed things hav changed -- Stop taking things for granted.